Friday, July 3, 2009

One Month

One month ago today I gave birth to my beautiful baby boy. I became a mother. On one hand, I cannot believe that he is a month old already. On the other hand, I cannot believe that he is only a month old. It feels like he has been with me forever. Someone once said "Children are your heart walking around outside of your body." So very true. I never realized how much I could love someone until I had him. Here are some things I want to remember about Riley being one month old.


  1. You love to be cuddled, snuggled, and held close. You cry whenever I put you down and secretly I love the fact that I'm the only one who can comfort you.

  2. You love to eat. It doesn't matter if it's from the bottle or breast, you're very much in love with eating.

  3. Your hair is a reddish, brown, almost coppery orange color. I have no idea where you get that from.

  4. Youe eyes are dark blue. I'm secretly hoping they change to green like your daddy's or hazel green like mine.

  5. You won't sleep unless you're right beside me, all snuggled up.

  6. You are wearing size 3 month clothes and cannot fit into your newborn clothes anymore.

  7. You are wearing size 1 diapers.

  8. You nap like a champ in your car seat, especially when you're sitting in restaurants.

  9. You have a love/hate relationship with your pacifier. Rarely will you take it, but when you do, you love it.

  10. I love your little toes.

  11. I love how when I hold you and feed you, you get so peaceful and content that you will fall asleep, mouth wide open, milk dripping out, and smile your toothless grin at me.

Riley - One month old

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Daddy and Me

I love the fact that Robin is as in love with Riley as I am. He loves to count his toes and play with his hair. Man, I'm in love with these two guys!

My guys


Isn't he precious?


Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Just Hanging Out

Here are the latest pictures of my little chunky monkey, who weighs over 9 lbs! We are not on any sort of schedule, just doing what Riley wants, when he wants. He must be going through some sort of growth spurt because he eats ALL the time!





Hanging out with blankie - cute outfit from cousins



Big eyes - I think he looks like me



That's it - done with the photo shoot


Sunday, June 28, 2009

Update on Riley

Breastfeeding is not going well. I've seen a lactation specialist, Riley's pediatrician, and anybody else I can think of. Basically Riley was not bringing my milk in enough and wasn't getting enough nutrition from the breast alone. So the LC recommended that I use a SNS (supplemental nursing system). I tried that for 3 weeks and he still wasn't getting enough of the breast milk. So I made a hard decision on Saturday (6/27) that I would switch totally to bottle feeding. However, I have discovered that I can pump enough in 2 pumping sessions to feed him a bottle, so he still will be getting some breast milk. I cried over the decision, but in the end I have to do what's best for Riley. He's already up to 9 lbs, so we must be doing something right!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

My best birthday present ever

A little more than two weeks before my birthday (June 22), I received the best birthday present ever...


Friday, June 5, 2009

Riley's Birth Story

Wednesday, June 3 2009 started out as a day just like any other. Well, except for the fact that I was 9 months pregnant, waddled everywhere, and could barely roll out of bed. I rolled to the edge of the bed and waddled to the bathroom at 8am. As I was using the restroom, I heard this loud plop in the toilet and I thought I had lost my mucous plug. I was so excited because this meant progress! Maybe I wouldn't make it to my induction date of June 8 after all! I was dreading an induction in the worst way possible. I was so afraid that the labor process would be long and drawn out during an induction. Or worse, the drugs would put undue stress on Riley and he would have to be taken by c-section. After coming out of the restroom, I climbed back into bed. This would be an appropriate time to mention I was on Robin's side of the bed because I was going to check my email and post to my bulletin board group that I thought I had lost my mucous plug. As I was just getting settled in bed (on Robin's side) I felt a gush. My water had broken (on Robin's side). I jumped out of bed, which ain't easy if you're 9 months pregnant with over an 8 pounder. I knew my water had broken. I wasn't ready! I called my dad and asked him to come over and get Dawson because Dawson would be staying with my parents. Next, I called Robin and told him to come home from work because my water had broken. He said he was on his way. After Dawson left and Robin had gotten home, I began to feel a few mild contractions. Robin and I had some last minute packing to do (we thought we had until Monday, June 8) and by the time we left around 9:00am, I could hardly talk through the contractions anymore. Neither of us had eaten breakfast and the plan was to stop at a drive-thru along the way to the hospital. When Robin asked what I wanted, I couldn't talk and just stared at him. He drove straight to the hospital. Once at the hospital, I had to enter through the emergency room and fill out paperwork. I was wheeled back to labor and delivery where I was checked at 9:30am and found to be 4cm dilated and 100% effaced. I was amazed! I was really in labor! We were really going to have a baby that day. The contractions became closer together and more intense. I asked for an epidural and received the wonder drug at 10:30am. My nurse came to check me at 11:30am and said "Let's hope for big numbers....like a 6 or 7!" I was thinking..."Wow, that would be great." She checked me and said..."Um, you're 9.5 cm dilated". I kept saying "But I'm not ready!" Too late for that, huh? My doctor had to perform a c-section and another minor operation and she wanted me to dilate that last 0.5 cm anyway so we waited until 1pm when the doctor checked and began setting up the room for delivery. I started pushing at 1:30pm and Riley flew into the world at 2:53pm. He came so fast and so furiously that we were all surprised. Robin and my mom were in the delivery room with me and it was absolutely amazing. Having Riley was a terrific birth experience. Here are some pictures from our adventure.






Oh, the contractions...look at the monitor in the background. This is pre-epidural.



Seconds after Riley was born.



Look at that face! He looks so mad!



All better because he's holding daddy's hand



Riley and his daddy




Me and my boys



Checking out the feet. He has my feet!



My guys


I didn't know it was possible to love two people this much. To think that this baby is half me and half Robin brings me to tears of joy. He is truly a miracle.

We are finally resting at home as we were discharged from the hospital today (Friday, June 5 2009). Riley has lost a little bit of weight and has a very minor case of jaundice. We are breastfeeding and supplementing with formula, so hopefully he begins to pack on the ounces/pounds and the jaundice goes away so we can stop the supplemental bottle. We have our first pediatrician's visit on Monday, June 8. I can't believe I'm a momma!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Introducing...


Riley Lee was born on June 3, 2009 at 2:53 pm. He weighed 8 lbs 4 oz and was 20.5 inches long. Both he and I are doing well and we can't wait to get home to start our new life together as a family! I'll post more details (including the incredible birth story) later.